When he comes, we forget about the rest of the world. We lie down, cuddle, talk and have excellent sex. I have to avoid leaving traces, like a scratch or a lipstick mark. I never wear perfume because a woman can smell her men cheating from a mile. He also doesn’t shower after we are done because who would come home from a pub smelling wonderful?!
I do not have a button to turn off my feelings.
When we are together, everything is lovely. However, I know he will come home to his wife and children. It hurts just thinking about it. If you think having an affair makes it easy to turn off your feelings, you are dead wrong.
I knew from the first day how much it would hurt, but I still could not stop it. At one point, it will hurt too much, and I will have to step away. It won’t last long, but as long as it is okay, I won’t quit, even though I know that many women hate my guts.
